Sunday, April 26, 2009
this is it. the week before finals. i have some math to review tonight and all of chem,
then next week is math hysteria and stuff in between.
everything's been quite dreary lately.
im still in this semiconscious dreamland,
and i'm still looking for the way out.
with so much work, it's hard for me to notice that im still living with memories of the past, as if it happened today and will repeat itself tomorrow.
but when i have a few seconds to myself, like right now, i think about it and realize that as much as i want to try to always leave the past and pretend that it's not there, it will be, i can leave the past but the past won't ever leave me.
11. the first boy is always the hardest.
but despite all that, i keep myself super busy with stuff. take today for example, i taught sunday school with theresia and it was amazingly fun :) i just love kids, especially six year old boys who writes manchester united on the bible poster and chubby ones who DEMANDS that everyone works together to, as quoted- "MEMBANGUN DUNIA". hilarity is a necessity and i think with sunday school i have enough laughs to last me a lifetime :)
most of the kids think im korean every since i wrote saranghae on the bible poster and on some of their cross. one went up to me today and asked if im actually korean. it's always nice to pretend :)
and then after that we had breakfast at planet noodle. then we treated ourself with ice cream. this time it was vanilla with tim tam crunch which reminds me of that time in melbourne when we melt tim tams in hot chocolate.
it doesn't taste that good in jakarta though. i tried :(
if you feel like forgetting someone why not try giving sunday school a go (:
then next week is math hysteria and stuff in between.
everything's been quite dreary lately.
im still in this semiconscious dreamland,
and i'm still looking for the way out.
with so much work, it's hard for me to notice that im still living with memories of the past, as if it happened today and will repeat itself tomorrow.
but when i have a few seconds to myself, like right now, i think about it and realize that as much as i want to try to always leave the past and pretend that it's not there, it will be, i can leave the past but the past won't ever leave me.
11. the first boy is always the hardest.
but despite all that, i keep myself super busy with stuff. take today for example, i taught sunday school with theresia and it was amazingly fun :) i just love kids, especially six year old boys who writes manchester united on the bible poster and chubby ones who DEMANDS that everyone works together to, as quoted- "MEMBANGUN DUNIA". hilarity is a necessity and i think with sunday school i have enough laughs to last me a lifetime :)
most of the kids think im korean every since i wrote saranghae on the bible poster and on some of their cross. one went up to me today and asked if im actually korean. it's always nice to pretend :)
and then after that we had breakfast at planet noodle. then we treated ourself with ice cream. this time it was vanilla with tim tam crunch which reminds me of that time in melbourne when we melt tim tams in hot chocolate.
it doesn't taste that good in jakarta though. i tried :(
if you feel like forgetting someone why not try giving sunday school a go (:
i love you most ardently, 5:31 PM.
