Friday, May 1, 2009
finals are on tuesday.
im currently finishing up my humanities study sheet.
and im still in math hysteria :)
in between everything, im finding it hard to sleep.
i have to study, i really have to. and that's what ive been doing these past few days. another reason why i loathe being a perfectionist, even after you're sure that you can do it, you tell yourself that you never could.
oh and im still missing him.
i believe that its not about how long you like someone,
but how much love you have for that person.
and when you really really love someone, you can never let go, because a part of you have been given away.
that's the thing about love. it can never be fleeting, because it'll stay, and with love you can never forget.
you're willing to forgive no matter what.
love lets someone be happy and does not keep for ones self. love shares, and love is willing to sacrifice ones happiness for the sake of another, because thats just how amazing love is.
love is willing to give and not expect anything in return.
please realize how hard this is for me and at least talk to me.
please for once care about what i want
because i don't really want much, just you to still talk to me and understand.
i want the you before everything happened, the you that i trust, and the you that took a part of me away.
i don't need you to love me, not that way. i want you as a friend and as a real friend not one that never talks to me, but one that does talk for a change. one that promises to stay and won't ever leave.
12. when you love someone they stay in your heart forever
im currently finishing up my humanities study sheet.
and im still in math hysteria :)
in between everything, im finding it hard to sleep.
i have to study, i really have to. and that's what ive been doing these past few days. another reason why i loathe being a perfectionist, even after you're sure that you can do it, you tell yourself that you never could.
oh and im still missing him.
i believe that its not about how long you like someone,
but how much love you have for that person.
and when you really really love someone, you can never let go, because a part of you have been given away.
that's the thing about love. it can never be fleeting, because it'll stay, and with love you can never forget.
you're willing to forgive no matter what.
love lets someone be happy and does not keep for ones self. love shares, and love is willing to sacrifice ones happiness for the sake of another, because thats just how amazing love is.
love is willing to give and not expect anything in return.
please realize how hard this is for me and at least talk to me.
please for once care about what i want
because i don't really want much, just you to still talk to me and understand.
i want the you before everything happened, the you that i trust, and the you that took a part of me away.
i don't need you to love me, not that way. i want you as a friend and as a real friend not one that never talks to me, but one that does talk for a change. one that promises to stay and won't ever leave.
12. when you love someone they stay in your heart forever
i love you most ardently, 4:03 PM.
