Friday, June 19, 2009
euphoric hiatus
i went to amanda's house today.
we pigged out over mcdonalds and then watched transformers.
i didn't really get the story, maybe because i was half dead while watching or half asleep, depending on how you see it and i was also attempting to steal amanda's blackberry away from her so i could spam her facebook.
i liked meet the robinsons, which i watched earlier this morning better. it made families seemed together, tangible, and right which is really, what all families should be like. no matter how imperfect, it'll always remain a family nevertheless.
shoot, father just ran over a kitten. thank God it's okay. but i feel extremely bad for it.
grace got amazing strawberry macaroons today from bakerzin which i absolutely love but was too broke to get.
i have to stop thinking about them. it makes me hungry and there's nothing left to eat at home. i can't believe no one left me any dinner, knowing that i am completely and utterly broke.
im starting tutoring tomorrow, i called the mother of the kid today and she was extremely nice.
im going there tomorrow. as per usual i have no transportation so i guess ill be walking or riding my bike there, yet again.
i just went out to check on the kitten. it died.
and now im locking myself in my room, crying for a cat i've never ever known.
it's so strange how something could just disappear like that, and disappear forever.
it's mother is out looking for food somewhere and she'll come back knowing that her baby is gone, forever.
that made me even sadder.
which just goes to show, in my life, everytime i find my silver lining a cloud comes and covers it up once more.
this sucks.
does the world not want me to be happy?
i went to amanda's house today.
we pigged out over mcdonalds and then watched transformers.
i didn't really get the story, maybe because i was half dead while watching or half asleep, depending on how you see it and i was also attempting to steal amanda's blackberry away from her so i could spam her facebook.
i liked meet the robinsons, which i watched earlier this morning better. it made families seemed together, tangible, and right which is really, what all families should be like. no matter how imperfect, it'll always remain a family nevertheless.
shoot, father just ran over a kitten. thank God it's okay. but i feel extremely bad for it.
grace got amazing strawberry macaroons today from bakerzin which i absolutely love but was too broke to get.
i have to stop thinking about them. it makes me hungry and there's nothing left to eat at home. i can't believe no one left me any dinner, knowing that i am completely and utterly broke.
im starting tutoring tomorrow, i called the mother of the kid today and she was extremely nice.
im going there tomorrow. as per usual i have no transportation so i guess ill be walking or riding my bike there, yet again.
i just went out to check on the kitten. it died.
and now im locking myself in my room, crying for a cat i've never ever known.
it's so strange how something could just disappear like that, and disappear forever.
it's mother is out looking for food somewhere and she'll come back knowing that her baby is gone, forever.
that made me even sadder.
which just goes to show, in my life, everytime i find my silver lining a cloud comes and covers it up once more.
this sucks.
does the world not want me to be happy?
i love you most ardently, 10:14 PM.
