orsino and violet it has been a long time since i write about what i have been doing. i do write about what has been going on in my life, like with the whole morbid and depressing birthday entry, which i truly give my sincere apologies if it made you, loyal readers a.k.a jess, feel a tad bit disheartened when reading, because that's how i usually feel when i read pained and agonized type writing. i solemnly promise that by now i will no longer write something, that depressing anymore, even if it's true. so here's an update. i decided to make a list because lists are always that much more fun (:
1. my birthday is next thursday and i have been insanely browsing for the perfect place for my party on saturday. miraculously, one came up today, and i called them but haven't made any reservations since mother wants to ring them up first and talk things through before anything happens. so here i am, crossing my fingers and hoping that no one makes a reservation before mother comes home.
2. i am sinking slowly into homework hysteria. very, very slowly.
3. my melbourne enrollment papers are on their way here which is a tad bit strange. i can't imagine moving, nor doing the papers now. it's all too scary and fast at the same time.
4. i am thinking of writing another blog story, this time putting the whole family topic aside and actually writing something about love. i had a thought of naming the boy and the girl after two shakesperian lovers, but still haven't found the perfect name, so if anyone knows any, albeit, not Orsino and Violet, please tell me. otherwise, if im that desperate, i will use orsino and violet. violet is really not that bad, but orsino is a whole other story.
5. i currently have a scary obsession with loud angry girl music. go figure
6. english class is a whole lot of work and it's only the first week. i love the short stories we get to read though, and george orwell is now on my favorite author's list.
7. what i wrote on the birthday entry is still true and if you read it, you'd know that it's you and right now, i'm missing you more than ever.
8. i'm tired of writing about me. nothing has really changed at all, and i still can't stop thinking about you.
9. it's always nice to pretend anyways
10. i just decided that orsino and violet is the perfect name. so here goes nothing (:
i love you most ardently, 4:49 PM.