i am sick at home with migraines, so here goes.
top ten things that make me happy
10. vanilla scented lockers
9. noodles. i just don't understand how some people can ever dislike something as amazing as cold soba.
8. yiruma and the piano
7. downloading apps and nerding behind my mac
6. biology
5. seeing the kids from my orphanage smiling
4. lomo cameras
3. jane austen, literature, writing, and the works
2. everything in pink. big surprise
and the number one thing that makes me happy
1. you :) and you should know that this is you.
sssssssssss
spurring images of perfection
i tried to become something out of the norms of society,
a non conformist,
and yet i have fallen and conform.
what have i become but a mere breech of plastic feelings, the yearning for discernment and understanding.
perfection is spurred,
intangible,
and out of reach.
what have i become but merely a definition of society, it's kowtow,
as opposed to creating my own definitions, meanings,
i am not like every one else, if not, most people,
because when can we ever let dreams and feelings become our master?
the answer to it lies on the fact,
that it is us who often has to pick up the broken pieces or whatever was not broken in the first place,
and be in control of dreams and emotions.
then and only then, can we solely and fully achieve
complete and utter perfection.
i love you most ardently, 10:02 AM.