but what about me
don't you care that i still cry over you every night? 
do you even know that i still do?
i wish i could stay in bed forever, 
and see you in my dreams, 
i wish i could sink myself deeper, 
into the sounds of your music, 
and find you somewhere there
i still think of you all the time, 
i still wait for your text messages, 
i still let myself cry and remember, 
because maybe you're worth fighting for
           
           i love you most ardently, 11:06 AM.