another sometimes 
sometimes your song would play out of the blues on my ipod, 
and everything would come back, 
everything, except you. 
sometimes when i go out i would meet the people you know, 
the people who are very close to you, 
smile at them and say hi, 
and everything would come back, 
everything, except you
sometimes i spend the night in places i don't recognize, 
doing things that i would forget of doing the next day, 
thinking about how i would spend the nights with you, if you were still here, 
and everything would come back, 
everything, except you 
sometimes i walk around aimlessly at night, 
and somehow find myself in a room 
where the tv is turned on to a soccer match, 
and everything would come back, 
everything, except you. 
sometimes i wake up smiling in the morning, 
and read the text messages from friends on my phone, 
and smile, 
and then everything would come back, 
everything, except you 
sometimes i dream about you,
every night i realize that i just wasted another dream on you, 
and then everything would come back,
everything, except you
you always find a way to get to me. 
but please do tell me love,
why i still can't find away to leave when you have already left a million sometimes ago
           
           i love you most ardently, 11:48 PM.